And no matter what anybody says about grief and about time healing all wounds, the truth is, there are certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart stops beating and the last breath is taken.
well looks like I’ve been abandoned this blog for months. but it’s always feel good to be back. as good as re-watching some old movies. (500) Days of Summer for the starter, totally dig it. simply makes you pondering about your life, destiny and stuff. then move on to Bridge to Terabithia, one of my favourite fiction movie. bestfriend, lover and childhood imagination. sets in New Zealand, I totally adore the places they took for this movie. and the last movie for the past 7 hours, is The Man in the Moon. the first movie to introduce Reese Witherspoon. generally I love all the aspects from this movie— I don’t really happy with the conflict they’re having tho. but the places and the old days scene from this movie is endearing.
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wow it feels like years since the last time I wrote in this blog!—which is literally not true because I saw my last post was just like.. month ago.
well bytheway, anyway, whatever way am finally here. in my flat room. in uk. in the city of leeds. I feel like I’ve been misguided, because after struggling with my visa issues I thought I’ve already late for the enrollment stuffs and have been missed my first day at class. turns out, the real class will start at oct 1st. fuuuu
it’s been like a week since I arrived here. honestly I feel like have nothing to do. I did some city walks, but a week is enough to explore the city center. it really is such a nice place in here. I can get whatever I need by walking the downtown. the supermarket, shopping center, even train and bus station can be reach for just 10-15 minutes walk. I like being here except the wind. seriously I hate it.
I’ve got some nice friends and great flatmates. but Tita—my indo flatmate—is away for london trip since yesterday. I tempted to join, but I think I should save money first, I can do it later. yeah I will. so it’s okay. really fine. but I’ll envy her so much if she showed me her photo in the wizarding world of harry potter!
well for information I missed the Indonesian community gathering so I haven’t met any of them and haven’t had a chance to introduce my self. so I still have no idea how to blend with them. I really hope I’ll do soon.

Enough inside jokes,
let’s move this bash out
under the stars. Heap up
fireworks, funny hats
and heroin here on
the river bank. And
let’s hold hands because
it’s getting dark.
Look up! a thunderbolt
hurtling across the sky,
spelling out Stop me
if you’ve heard this one.
—Everette Maddox, “Neo-Puritan Picnic”
Painting Credit Fairy Tale Project